#18 Thanks God For Changing My Life.

I really thanks God for what His have done in my life. Back to the story in the year of 2009 I was having a bad relationship with my ex-boyfriend since in the year of 2006 to 2009. I still remember I took about months to get over it. But really thank God by His grace I can get over it and cannot live without Him for being in the midst in my life. 

First that He really change me a lot from inside out. When I really don't know what to do in year of 2010. I still remember I use to eat a lot after having a worst and bad relationship and also trying to find new boyfriend to get over it. But that does not help because that is not from God too.

So I start pick up running as my hobby with some of my church friend. Starting also not that easy just take one step at the time like example run slowly then walk a bit after that I find out running is a good sport for me and I also started to enjoy it. Because I always pray about it ask God for wisdom and change me when I get into running. 

In year 2011 I start took part a lot running race from 10km skip to 42km. But for when 42km race come I was not doing well because I not even have any training before the race start and not even hearing any advise for other. So I have a injure when I reach 21km mark. Then I stopped and feel my knee is injure so I decided to give up. Plus other friend of my also giving up because he having a stomach pain and vomiting so we decided to get a cab to go back but as for me I plan to ask the taxi driver to stop me nearby near the finish point when no one look around so that I can go collect my finisher tee at the finish point then for my friend he go home rest. At the point of time I was a bit disappointed but I can feel God told me is OK I have learn a lesson. So I should listen some of my friends advise how to do well the 42km marathon. 

So in year 2012 I sign up again 42km in the Sundown Race and this time I completed it with shower of blessing in the timing of 06:29:56. That really by God grace to completed it. Because that time I never train much but I believe God seeing my faithful heart and He know my desire for complete the race with Him. I also remember that time I was in GenRev Marked Camp 2012. God told me is OK that you never train much for your full marathon just rest in Me for this Marked Camp and feed the words in Me. Don't be so stressful just leave everything to Me and I will handle it just for you. I say Amen and after I coming back from camp I feel I already draw near to Jesus and starting wrote dairy to Him every single days. 

He also start answer all my prayer and it so powerful getting closer and closer with Him. Here are the prayer that He answer to me in the different way.

1. After coming back from Marked Camp 2012, I saw my ex-boyfriend coming back to church and we become friends. That what I pray since in the year 2010 and 2011. But end up he not the one for me as in life partner. So God brought Derek come into my life in 25.12.12. Then this year 2013 in the month of May my ex-boyfriend is attached with a new girlfriend. So I really feel God is so amazing that He surprise me and brought a man who love Him and me more. Derek and I together for 8 months but we have been going through a lot for this relationship. 
2. I serving in Rock Kidz for 2 year since year 2010 to 2012. Then I sign up worship ministry, I get in as a choir for English Service and my first serving 10.03.13 on stage. Thanks God for making the day for me to remember. He always know my faithful heart and desire. 
3. I thanks God for bring my sister-in-Christ back to church. Because she also facing same problem as me so I pray for Divine protection and kingdom friendship for her. Glad that we still contact each other and also meet up for supper or dinner too.   

I really thanks God for making my prayer so real to me and always a sweet memory to me. But sometime God never answer my prayer it does not mean that He never hear me. Because good things may took sometime to happen. So just put a little faith, believe and trust in Him and all together will be happen by, through and in Him. Amen

So I want to share other things just happen to me about kingdom friendship. It start from GenRev Care Group. I have been in this Care Group since in the year of 2010 that was the time my care group is really big and last year 2012 it become two different group. But I believe some of my care group members still got keep in touch. But sad to say I was not totally involved and until now I still don't know why. In Care Group there is a leader I really feel comfort to sharing my problem with her but now she already move on to adult care group. I really miss her but I and Derek feel a bit bad that when her last day in care group we not even go care group to talk to her. But we both only sms her and we found out from our Care Group group chat at Whatapp then notice that she already left for this Care Group. 

After my leader left things since like not the same because got a new leader taking over her but Derek and I not use to it plus we long time never go Care Group too. Not even that our Care Group not really all of them sms us asking how are we and it making us disappointed. So we decided to change Care Group in the east and also near my place. I pray to God that He will lead the way and find a comfort zone and place for us. Amen. so that all we can do :)